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Nov. 30th, 2011 | 09:16 am
posted by: 5_a_m in ana_grownup

I am new here. I just wanted to talk to someone about what I have been doing regarding my eating lately. I realized that I can lose the same amount of weight per day (2-3 lbs) that I would by fasting by only eating breakfast. A small breakfast, but a breakfast nonetheless. I have been eating almost the same thing for the past two days and have already lost 5 lbs. Basically, early in the morning at about 7:30 or 8am, I am eating 2 eggs (scrambled with pepper), 1 piece of toast, and 1 pickle! I also add mustard to my eggs because it has 0 calories (I normally prefer ketchup on my eggs). So, I am only eating breakfast and am going to keep this up until I reach my goal weight of 115. I am not going to say how much I weigh;however, I will say that it is going to take me a little while to get there even with the extreme restricting.  

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Nov. 12th, 2011 | 10:14 am
mood: hopefulhopeful
posted by: 8little4me in ana_grownup

I'm new again to the site - I was here 2-3 years ago. I'm heading back downwards on the scale and am underweight according to the arbitrary weight charts. I am 44 and have a family - husband and 2 kids.  I do all the grocery shopping, but it doesn't phase me really. I've limited myself to my safe foods. My husband sometimes gets irritated when I don't eat with the family. I try to save some calories to eat something small with them. I can't stand sitting at the table because they each have a bad manner and I can't stand to see anyone chew their food and swallow it. It makes me crazy.  I see there's a lot of posts from long ago, but I'm hoping to be able to start talking with folks

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hello im new!-short intro

Oct. 28th, 2010 | 10:49 pm
posted by: quicksilver555 in ana_grownup

Hi all,I dont know how often you guys post here but i am a 30 year old anorexic whos been at it for 22 years.ive been thru it all and am still fighting like hell to love myself regardless of wheight.

i realy like what this community is about so i hope people start posting here again as i would love to meet more ED sufferers in my age group

christina quicksilver

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Back to ED

Oct. 24th, 2010 | 09:35 pm
posted by: mmneedthin in ana_grownup

Hi there.

I'm looking for some support, someone to talk to and encourage.  I'm 25, I've been ana and mia and I'm sick of pretending to be healthy.  My story is on my journal and I'd really love an encouraging buddy who understands what I'm going through :) 

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Lets start again shall we...

Oct. 8th, 2010 | 12:14 am
posted by: thebutterfly_x in ana_grownup

How many times have I actually tried this now and failed, only to return to the site six months later on a brand new user name for a fresh new start. Well I am back at university now and that means its time for me to gain back the control that I need. so hopefully by posting daily updates on here I can actually stick to it this time and reach the goals that I have had set for me for two years now... two and a half years I have been both ana and mia, switching between the two... sigh.

I use to have thinspo penpals but they disappeared, just sort of stopped writing for no reason, I guess I would like to have that again, have a penpal who will keep me motivated and vice versa...

so lets see I start of as 9 stone 3 pounds first goal for christmas... 8 stone 3 pounds... lets see if I can actually do this.

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Jun. 18th, 2010 | 09:56 pm
posted by: seanna82 in ana_grownup

Hi my name is Seanna
I am new to this community. I was hoping to meet some people with the same interests and goals.
I really need support in loosing the last 15 pounds to reach my goal weight.
Ill introduce myself
I a 27 year old mother
I live in Victoria BC Canada
My interests are: shopping, spending time with my daughter, listening to music, belly dancing, school, movies, enjoying the sun
I hope to hear from someone
Feel free to add me on msn shawnahood@hotmail.com
I hope everyone has a great weekend

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Jul. 29th, 2009 | 10:48 am
posted by: fattymcbatty in ana_grownup

I really have to get it together. My twin brother called over the weekend. He his band is touring Spain in September and he's going to come via London to spend some time with me. I've not seen him in two years (we live at opposite ends of the planet) and last time he saw me I was around 100 lbs. I'm now 123 lbs. I have six weeks. Fvck.

Whilst it will mean nothing to him, it will mean a lot to me. I don't want him to see the fatbitchpig I've become. I know I can't drop 20 in 6 weeks, but 12 surely? I hope this is now enough motivation to get off this binge/purge cycle. I've been plateaued at 123 for ages because of the b/p-ing, after dropping 12lbs. I need to see that number start dropping again. I want old me back. I'm so fed up with eating and compensating.

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Over and over and over again.

Jul. 15th, 2009 | 05:48 pm
posted by: fattymcbatty in ana_grownup

I have been to the supermarket three times this week already. I think I have enough soup, cucumber, carrots, celery, apples for a month. I also baked a cake for the last day of my college course tomorrow. When I start baking for other people I know I've crossed a line, and it's downhill (down scale) from here. And I was sadly happy to get there.

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Jul. 4th, 2009 | 12:33 am
posted by: fattymcbatty in ana_grownup

It took me over an hour to force myself out of my flat this evening because I didn't want to inflict my fatugliness on the world. It makes me feel like an insecure teenager when this falres up, and I'm a long way past my teens. And then I just look in the mirror and oh, it's not a feeling it's a reality.

That's the worst it's been in a while. But it has been getting worse for a month or so. In the past it has kept me indoors for a month or two, and meant that I need to block out all the mirrors in my flat so I don't see myself or I can't get out, and earning a living is a pretty important part of the getting out. God I hope that's not starting again.

But a good eating day at least. Under 450 cals, no purging.

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Jul. 2nd, 2009 | 08:50 am
location: work
mood: cheerfulcheerful
music: Citizen Cope
posted by: bones1173 in ana_grownup

Hello everyone...i am 35...oh how old i sound.  I have 2 boys that are 8 & 9.  I have struggled with my ED since i went on my first diet back in high school.  It was a long time ago and hard to remember.  Anyways, it is basically feast of famine with me.  Currently i am doing the 2468 and not doing so bad.

I hope that you are all well.

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